Colonel-Catherine

I thought you'd be there forever. You didn't even know that you were hurting me. I guess we're even, because I didn't know I was falling for you. I may call you Flare, but you aren't bright enough to see my pain. If one day you read this, I hope you could guess that it's about you. I hoped you would have been supporting me like I did you. I just want you out of my head, but that will be impossible.

So we meet again. That's all right. I'm not mad anymore. All you did was throw my heart into a fire. You woke me up, why? Is it so we can test again? I always enjoy testing. Shall we get started? No, you say? I care to think differently. I know we've had our differences in the past, but that's behind us. You should enjoy the gift of the present. In the future, we will still be here, in this dirty place, testing. It's only dirty because you killed me.